Your first name of Ordwine creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.