Your first name of Thaddeus has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. You dislike monotony and system and enjoy being creative in an inventive way whether it be in interior decorating, music, art, crafts, or other endeavours that require versatility and skill. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended. Although you are not comfortable being the centre of attention, your dry sense of humour often deflects attention from your self-consciousness. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.
