Your first name of Tonic creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. Craving understanding, love, and affection but disinclined to verbalize your emotions, you may appear cold and aloof to those who would offer kindness. For your interest to be retained you need to be mentally challenged; this was most evident when young and in school. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. You tend to be studious, analysing each new idea before accepting it. You can give expression to your personal thoughts and feelings most fluently through the written word. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.