Your first name of Xzanden creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. You tend to be studious, analysing each new idea before accepting it. A quick learner, you may be resented by those whose mental processes are slower, and be misjudged as a "know it all. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. Because you learn so quickly you have little patience with those whose mental processes are somewhat slower, and you could become supercilious or somewhat "know it all" in your attitude. You have a sensitive nature--sensitive to your environment and particularly sensitive to how your deeper and more serious interests are regarded by others. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. You can give expression to your personal thoughts and feelings most fluently through the written word. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.