Your first name of Xzeavian is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You find it difficult to be practical and patient, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You have a romantic nature and love deeply, however, a suspicion could lead you to feel jealous and possessive and, unless you check yourself it could create problems in relationships. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system. Your appetite for quick energy foods could result in high blood pressure, skin rashes, and liver problems.