The name of Xenaphoni has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. Emotional urges could disrupt your personal relationships. In your personal relationships, self-consciousness and a fear of your deeper thoughts and feelings being misunderstood or belittled inhibit spontaneous verbal expression. You could find a niche in the business world in strategic planning. If you do not cultivate the positive, constructive expression of your inner feelings through creative activity, you could become lost in fantasy and idle dreaming. When the mood suits you, you can be engaging and entertaining in a social situation, but you can swing unpredictably at the slightest offence, real or imagined, into a chilling silence that rebuffs others. There would be a risk that uncontrolled, morbid thoughts could undermine your mental stability, causing extreme worry and irrational behaviour. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
