The name of Aensland gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
