Your first name of Abeel creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.
