The name of Udbodh makes you very idealistic, sensitive, and inspirational. The qualities of this name demand that you serve humanitarian needs rather than a possessive personal relationship with an individual. Although you would like the comforts of a high standard of living, impracticality in your financial affairs does not ensure material accumulation. If you give to others and then sense your efforts are unappreciated or taken for granted, you could become resentful and self-pitying. If given the training, you could specialize in some creative outlet in the arts such as playing a musical instrument or in dramatic expression. Your feelings are so strong that you are inclined to build your life around certain individuals and become wrapped up in personal love rather than seeking into the deeper truths of life; thus you could suffer losses in your affections and shattered ideals. There are extreme highs in your nature when you are inspired, optimistic, kind, understanding, generous, and charming. You crave a home and family but tend to be over-protective of loved ones because of your fear of loss. You lack system and order in your life and will often leave your own duties if someone calls upon you for assistance. When you are inspired and feel happy, life seems so wonderful; but you can be just as depressed and unhappy as well, feeling as if everyone is against you.