The name of Udeshan makes you very idealistic, sensitive, and inspirational. If you give to others and then sense your efforts are unappreciated or taken for granted, you could become resentful and self-pitying. If given the training, you could specialize in some creative outlet in the arts such as playing a musical instrument or in dramatic expression. Then there are extreme lows when you think the world is against you, and you become temperamental, hard to get along with, and inclined to express harsh words that you later regret. If you centre your whole world on that one person, not allowing freedom of thought or action, you could spoil happiness for yourself and that person. Your feelings are so strong that you are inclined to build your life around certain individuals and become wrapped up in personal love rather than seeking into the deeper truths of life; thus you could suffer losses in your affections and shattered ideals. In reality, the emotional urges of this name are difficult to control. The qualities of this name demand that you serve humanitarian needs rather than a possessive personal relationship with an individual. Tension in your body could affect your whole nervous system causing you to be high strung and to suffer with fits, strokes, apoplexy, or nervous disorders. Otherwise you suffer losses and shattered ideals.
