Your first name of Abgoon has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. Moods or temper can be a problem, for you are not a naturally optimistic, happy-go-lucky person. This intensity in your nature causes you to be too critical and complaining at times. You are a perfectionist, extremely exacting about the care of your possessions and the way you handle your obligations. You tend to specialize, finding outlets in practical creativity, for example, cooking, crafting, or computer work. As you expect a great deal of yourself and others, you can become discontent and disillusioned when you do not live up to your own expectations, or when others let you down. In some ways you are too exacting and appear insensitive and, in other ways, you are too indulgent and accommodating when it comes to your family and friends. Sometimes people do not know how to take you because of your unpredictable reactions. At times you are motivated more by moods and desires than by sound logic and reason, and under conditions of stress you could react inadvertently in temper or stubbornness that you would regret later.
