Your first name of Abiela has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.