Your first name of Adesa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.