Your first name of Aephanng has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Your close friends are few. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.