Your name of Aescna has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. If you feel that anyone is prying into your life, you try to steer conversations away from yourself. You intensely love the outdoors and all the beauties of nature. You are constantly on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Your vivid imagination places you right in the story and even if someone calls you, you may not hear. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.