Your first name of Aesma has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. Your close friends are few. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.