Your first name of Ahmillion has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.