Your first name of Ahyesa has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. However, routine and detail represent stagnation to you, and you tend to scatter your efforts, concentrating only on those areas that are of keen interest at the moment. You have a clever, imaginative, and analytical mind, constantly questioning the whys and wherefores of life, but your restless intensity often causes your thoughts to be scattered. It is rather difficult for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings unless you are very sure you will not be misunderstood. During such challenging moments, you tend to be temperamental and reactionary, perhaps showing your disapproval through blunt expression or a chilly silence that can hurt others even worse than words. Although you appear aloof to others, a loner with few close friends, there are times when you would give anything to be spontaneous and natural, rather than guarded and reserved. You crave to be understood and appreciated, but your aloofness and self-contained nature often rebuff the affection and love you so much desire. You experience self-consciousness and discomfort in association whenever it seems to be nothing but meaningless chitchat and sociability. At times, you may be subject to insomnia through an inability to relax. Loving the outdoors, you enjoy outside activities and the beauty of nature in its many facets.
