Your first name of Aivija contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. You need to curb your inclination to daydream as it is detrimental to mental progress. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.