Your first name of Akshayasri has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
