Your first name of Alai creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. When challenged for an explanation on a matter that could cause conflict, you can almost instantly come up with an acceptable answer to deflect the issue, even if you have to stretch the truth a little. You make the effort to communicate with others because you place importance on having people like you. Farther fields look greener to you and you find it hard to finish what you have started. There is much confusion under this name, and your moods will fluctuate from one extreme to the other. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. This name spoils patience and depth of thought, and weakens your stand in matters of principle. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence.
