Your first name of Alexan has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Your close friends are few. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.