Your first name of Allenka has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You have great imagination and it is not difficult for you to be a part of the story. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.