Your first name of Alloy has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. You have great imagination and it is not difficult for you to be a part of the story. If someone misrepresents you or makes a joke out of something important to you, you withdraw and use silence as a method of making the person aware of the inappropriate comments. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.
