Your first name of Amanpal has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You are an emotional person. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
