Your name of Apekchya has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. You love books, especially mysteries and romance. You are not the argumentative type, but you can admonish a person by saying nothing, your silent disapproval being felt by others. You intensely love the outdoors and all the beauties of nature. You could be very creative in composition or poetry. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You do not find it easy to articulate your deeper thoughts and feelings; it is much easier for you to pen your thoughts. You find companionship in novels and can become so absorbed in your reading that you are unaware of what is going on around you. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom.