Your first name of Aphellamy has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.