Your first name of Apoena has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Although you are stable and trustworthy in your own work, you lack the confidence to assume responsibilities for others. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. Your accomplishments are based on your systematic, meticulous, patient, and thorough nature along with your powers of concentration. As you think in a methodical way, you could be quite inventive along practical or technical lines and would enjoy working with your hands in such activities as crafting or cooking. You are not impulsive, for you like to plan and to think ideas through before acting. It is difficult for you to find lasting happiness in association because you are exacting, fixed in your ideas, and inclined to be secretive. You would function best in settled conditions where you are not called upon to meet and mix too closely with others, but are able to work on your own. You may also experience some deafness. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control.
