Your first name of Aprayer has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.