Your first name of April-Mae has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.