Your first name of Arbutis has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You tend to specialize, finding outlets in practical creativity, for example, cooking, crafting, or computer work. Being conscientious, you work hard at activities but, if they become too monotonous, you lose interest, and as a result, some tasks remain unfinished. Your religious affiliations are based upon family tradition and custom, rather than your personal convictions. Being matter-of-fact, you frequently create misunderstandings with others by being too blunt and unaware of their sensitive feelings. As you expect a great deal of yourself and others, you can become discontent and disillusioned when you do not live up to your own expectations, or when others let you down. You seek understanding through intellect using facts and scientific logic. At times you are motivated more by moods and desires than by sound logic and reason, and under conditions of stress you could react inadvertently in temper or stubbornness that you would regret later. You have intense urges and feelings for which you can find no expression.
