The name of Ashudeep creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You have a deep, artistic, and creative side which shows through a love for music and literature. This lack of communication creates unhappiness and moods of depression. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. Sometimes pent-up emotions, however, cause you to lose your temper. You enjoy the out-of-doors and find your greatest peace and relaxation from the beauty and harmony of nature. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. It is much easier for you to share your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing rather than orally. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.