Your first name of Aspon has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. You have great imagination and it is not difficult for you to be a part of the story. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. This name creates a sensitivity in the fluid functions of the body and a tendency to weakness in the respiratory organs or the female organs. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.