Your first name of Awai contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. A tendency to put on weight could also be a concern. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. Thus you are subject to glandular disturbances, poor circulation, and weakness in the fluid functions such as kidney or bladder problems, swelling of the legs and ankles, or a weakness in the female organs. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.
