Your first name of Ay-Ay contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. Asthma, flu, and pleurisy are the types of illnesses to which you could fall heir. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.