Your first name of Azad creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. Although you may appear confident and positive, you actually lack confidence and feel self-conscious at times. You make the effort to communicate with others because you place importance on having people like you. Farther fields look greener to you and you find it hard to finish what you have started. You could, at times, be too easily influenced against your better judgment, and be led along paths or into activities that put you at risk. You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence.