Your first name of Ballyan gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. It is very important to you to have peaceful, settled conditions in your life. This uncertainty and indecision undermines your initiative, positivity, and vitality. It is not easy for you to face issues and take a stand on them, for not only are you somewhat lacking in self-confidence, but also you prefer to avoid situations in which there could be dissension. If you are employed, you would want a job that is secure and dependable, although you would be inclined to be happier in the role of a homemaker than in a role in the business world. Although you may dream of better things, you find it hard to maintain the drive to go after them. Weaknesses in your physical body show in either the fluid functions or the digestive and eliminative tract. You have a strong emotional nature that, if not kept under control, could be detrimental to your health or result in problems in close personal relationships. You resist being forced into change and could become almost impervious to new ideas. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood.
