Your first name of Bazhena has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.