Your first name of Bederian gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. Your name incorporates a potential aptitude for concentration and patient, logical thought along detailed, practical lines but it restricts inspirational qualities and the ability to visualize new ideas and theories. You need to see a concept presented completely in detail before you can understand it, and if you cannot understand it, you come to your own conclusion and often fail to listen to and reason out another's point of view. You find it difficult to take a definite stand, partly because you lack confidence, and also because you dislike any issues which create dissension between people. Although you may dream of better things, you find it hard to maintain the drive to go after them. It is very important to you to have peaceful, settled conditions in your life. It is not easy for you to face issues and take a stand on them, for not only are you somewhat lacking in self-confidence, but also you prefer to avoid situations in which there could be dissension. Even with lesser ones, you prefer to talk them over with a respected friend or associate first. You resist being forced into change and could become almost impervious to new ideas. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood.
