Your first name of Benaper contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Asthma, flu, and pleurisy are the types of illnesses to which you could fall heir. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.
