The name of Bendi creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. Either you may live an idea night and day, or lose interest completely. It is much easier for you to share your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing rather than orally. If you are active you feel as if you are making progress. The outdoors often acts as a panacea for times when you feel distraught and pressured. However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and menial tasks. Very private and somewhat set in your ideas, you do not appreciate others prying into your life or being inquisitive. This lack of communication creates unhappiness and moods of depression. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
