Your first name of Benneka contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. Asthma, flu, and pleurisy are the types of illnesses to which you could fall heir. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.