Your first name of Berlian gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. You are rather easily hurt or offended. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. You are a thoughtful, analytical person, and you know your own mind, even though you may not speak it. You do not express yourself spontaneously when conversing with others; hence other people may often regard you as being aloof, and even unfriendly. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. You can express your thoughts best in writing, and you express your appreciation of others through little acts of service rather than verbally. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. For that reason, despite having good business abilities, you like to work alone or where you are making your own decisions. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.