Your first name of Bethaire creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. Your name creates two conflicting natures. Your extreme sensitivity and intensity have an adverse effect on your nervous system and, under extreme pressure, could cause a nervous breakdown. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. When you are annoyed or under excessive pressure, you must be careful not to be biting in your speech, fault-finding, and hard to please. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily.
