Your first name of Betuska creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. Under the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic, creative, and clever and could excel in the acting field, the arts, or along musical lines. Privacy is important to you. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.