Your first name of Beyana has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Your close friends are few. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.