Your first name of Bezaradz has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. You may appear reserved and aloof, but you seek love and tenderness. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.
