Your first name of Bielenda contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You need to curb your inclination to daydream as it is detrimental to mental progress. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious regime of diet in order to build a strong, vital body. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.