Your first name of Boika has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. If someone misrepresents you or makes a joke out of something important to you, you withdraw and use silence as a method of making the person aware of the inappropriate comments. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.