Your first name of Bontina has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.